Wed, 23 Aug 2006 05:20:20 GMT

add mikan_hime please? ♥

I got attached to that journal, and I don't know. I'm not really trying to avoid drama anymore; it's just a move. But to be honest, I'm .. afraid to move journals? xD; I don't want to lose any of my friends on here.

But it's all up to you. I'll understand if you don't want me in your lives anymore. ♥

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 22:34:56 GMT

This is Chiharu.

Why is everyone getting so involved in this?

This is Inu, Garnet and Yohie’s love life. It has nothing to do with me, it has nothing to do with you. It’s fine if Yohie or Inu is posting their side of the story, whatever, it’s their journal, it’s their life. But now everyone else is getting into the action and making assumptions about what happened based on biased opinions.

“Yeah. Um. I was sitting in the kitchen, eating cereal when Garnet and Inu broke up, so this automatically gives me a reason to butt into things”. UM. NO. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.

It’s fine if you take a side, but don’t talking about how manipulating Yohie is, how stupid Garnet is, or how melodramatic Inu is in your own comments or entries. If you have a problem with it, deal with it yourself or talk to one of them face-to-face.

It’s fine if you comfort them, it’s fine if your support them. GREAT. WHATEVER. That makes you a good friend. BUT STOP THE CONSPIRING AND BACKSTABBING. If you hate Yohie because of this, fine, whatever, unfriend her, BUT DON’T STAY ON HER FLIST JUST SO YOU CAN LEAK THINGS TO INU.

If you badtalk any of them, YOU ARE THE ONE AT FAULT. YOU ARE THE ONE STARTING ANOTHER FIGHT, YOU ARE THE ONE MANIPLUTING THEM TO THINK THIS WAY.

Don’t you get it? Yohie and Inu aren’t manipluitive. WE ARE. By doing this we’re pouring salt on a wound and twisting things and trying to convey our own opinions onto them. WHEN WE TRY TO FIGHT FOR OUR FRIENDS, WE ARE THE ONES WHO ARE MAKING IT WORSE.

Inu doesn’t need to know about what Yohie thinks. But if you say things like “look at what that bitch Yohie wrote”, YOU’RE THE ONE MAKING IT WORSE. YOU’RE TWISTING THE TRUTH BY DOING THAT YOU’RE LOURING THEM ONE TO KEEP ON FIGHTING HATING AND HURTING.

Please. Stop the all the fighting. Let them come to some sort of stalemate on their own, even if they end up hating each other in the end, just be glad you’re not the one making it worse.

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:39:22 GMT

Kay so. Here's the deal..

Before I go on, I want to let you guys know that yes, this is concerning Inu. If you don't want to hear or understand the entire situation, don't even bother reading on. I don't want to deal with the immaturity of others.

I'm going to be 110 percent honest when I explain this. Also, keep in mind that I'm speaking for Katie, too. And then maybe everyone will stop talking about things.

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I don't even know where to begin, to be honest. Should I start from the BEGINNING of the drama? Or when Katie broke up with Inu? (For those of you who don't know, she broke up with her three days ago.)

Concerning the break up, that was not my fault. Nor was it Katie's. She made that choice on her own. I'm not going to bother filling you in on the details about that right now. If you really want to know, just IM me. Don't IM her, because then drama will break out, and besides, I'm the one telling you, not her.

Okay, from the beginning of the drama. Yes, I was upset that Inu and Katie got together, but do you guys even know what happened? No~.
Inu and Katie talked, and they said things to each other. Inu and I talked, and we said things to each other, but Inu got together with Katie. I'm not saying that Inu "took Katie away" from me, because like I said before, Katie made that choice by herself.

While Inu and Katie were together, Inu and I talked. We talked a lot, and she would often say things like, "I still really love you. If I wasn't with Garnet, I'd want to be with you~." I won't deny it when I say that I loved her too. But I didn't know things were going to turn out like they did.

Katie and I still talked after the whole break-up triangle situation, but I guess it really bothered Inu for some reason. She told Katie (You can ask her if you want) that she didn't want her talking to me. Now, I understand Inu's insecure and can get easily jealous, but telling Katie to stop talking to me completely? Not even I would say something like that.

Inu may deny that she said that, but I talked to her before about this and she said that she would want me to distance myself from Katie. I, of course, didn't want to. Because I thought that was unfair to both me and Katie.

From what I was told by people, Inu was telling everyone that I hated Katie? This is just what I heard, I don't know if it's a fact or not. But Katie got so upset to the point where she deleted me from Livejournal and sent me an email, telling me that I didn't understand her and that I was immature. And from what I heard from Katie, Inu was cheering her on, saying things like, "She needs to get pushed around every once in a while."

Katie and I made up, of course. I talked to Inu about it before we did, though. I have the conversation saved and I sent it to Katie, but anyways. Inu denied everything and told me, "If Katie can't handle us being friends, then she'll just have to deal with it."

Well, now that Katie and I are friends, Inu's got me removed from her life.

I told them both REPEATEDLY that if I was causing problems in their relationship, I would break away from them. Inu and Katie both said no, but eventually, Inu and I broke away.

Believe me when I say that I wanted Inu and Katie to be happy. But I wasn't going to stop being friends with Katie, because Katie didn't want to stop being friends with me, which was pissing Inu off. Inu eventually started ranting about me, and Katie asked me some questions.

I allowed Katie to get into my journal, and that's where Katie got to see the proof I had that she told me the things I said above, that Inu herself said in her replies and comments. I showed Katie some of the conversations Inu and I had while the two of them were together, and they weren't exactly the best conversations.

Emotions ran high and things crashed down on all three of us. Katie went to go see Inu, and things didn't work out like she planned. I mean, come on. If you had your girlfriend spend more money than she needed to and come over to see you, just so she can cry and ignore her to talk to your internet buddies? Katie cried twice and Inu's, and all she did was say "Well, I don't know anymore." and talk online. And then to talk about me constantly to your girlfriend, who you know still loves me? "Why can't you see what I see in Yohie? She's lying to you and she doesn't love you." lol no

Inu went as far as to force Katie to chose. But I don't think it's my place to tell you guys anything about that.

So there you have it.

Concerning me and Katie, yes, we are together and we are happy. We're very happy, but some of you have to gall to say that our little 'lovey-dovey heart i love you' spazzes are.. Disgusting? I only have one things to say to that.

I'm sorry your love life isn't as exciting and interesting like mine and Katie's is, but you don't have to complain about it. Yes, I know it can get annoying after seeing the hearts, but that's why you don't have to look at them. You can ignore them and not comment about how disgusting and how rude it was. It's another reason why it's called a journal-- so people can dump their angst, tell others about their day or share their interests, and talk about the things they want to. You can't tell a person, "Stop using the hearts. It disgusts me." and expect them to stop. It's just like telling someone, "Stop angsting. It's disgusting", can you? If you can, then you're not needed.

Especially since most of you would comment in their entries with, "U GUYZ R SOOOO KAWAII", and now that this has happened, most of you are like, "OMG U BEETCH". Ridiculous.

Katie and I have a lot of plans ahead of us. I love her with all of my heart, and we're happy. I know some of you aren't, but really. If you claim that you're a friend and that "you want that person to be happy", but yet you're yelling at them for doing something that makes them happy? That makes no sense.

This is enough. I'm not going to sit here and say, "BELEEVE MI SHES LYIN 2 U ALL", because I will not tell you what to do. I simply wanted my opinion and .. 'story' out, so then maybe people will stop hating and distancing themselves from both me and Katie.

I said what I wanted to say, and it's your choice to read that whole thing or to just ignore it all. I would like to say that it would be wise of you to read what I said, just so you don't continue the "OMG GARNET/YOHIE HATE" conversations.

She got to share what she wanted to say, and so I thought it was fair. I'm not expecting a lot of comments, because "lol i'm lying". But the choice is yours.

Hopefully this post won't cause any more drama. So please stop using the three of us as a main topic in your conversations. It really wasn't any one's business to know what happened, anyways. And besides, I already feel sick just by typing this whole thing out.

I'm not going to continue this any further. You can IM me at RABU and PIISU, Orenjibliss@hotmail.com (for MSN users), or Orenjibliss@yahoo.com (my email) with questions about this, but I'll probably explain things first a little and then redirect you to this post, just to see if you even bothered to read it.

And for those of you who did read this novel of a post, thank you. ♥ And I'm sorry if this got anyone upset. I'm just tired of this, and I'm tired of everyone making Katie and I the bad guys.

Comments are screened.
edit; Also, just to get this cleared, I do not hate Inu. I hate her attitude and her actions, but I don't hate her as a person. Also, I don't want you guys deleting Katie unless you have a very good reason to, please? She hasn't done anything-- you people don't understand her situation. So if you need to delete someone, delete me. Take your anger out on me and not her, since I'm the one that's supposedly manipulating everyone's lives.
edit 2; Entry is now made public. Sorry, new people.

Sat, 06 May 2006 00:33:11 GMT

Comments are screened. If you've ever had a smidgen of a crush on me, feel free to comment below. I won't mock you, and only you and I will ever know. Then post it in your own LJ.

Wed, 03 May 2006 07:06:38 GMT

yearbook meme

You remember it, the end of the school year, when everyone got their yearbooks (except those of us that were cheap and weren't paying 50 bucks but eventually ended up mouching off our parents) and people went around saying "Sign my yearbook!" and you wrote all that stuff you don't remember. Well this is it, again.

Comment to this entry with your username. Then people will 'write in your yearbook' and leave a little message by using 'Reply to This' to comment below your username. Have fun with this.

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Sat, 04 Feb 2006 07:21:33 GMT

&;;banner made by heterogen

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